Monthly Archives: May 2014

on Rebirth: Day -1 (the Steppenwolf and I)

10 years ago (ish), I picked up the novel “the Steppenwolf” by Herman Hesse.  At that time, the book changed my life.  it annihilated and revived within me something of the common and then something of the artist(s) in me.  I … Continue reading

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on Rebirth: Day -3 (the change vibrations)

Take Note: the point of rebirth is not that i will redefine all my definitions, shift all my perceptions, or even eradicate any of the above back to zero or none at all.  yeah, some things definitely need to be rewound … Continue reading

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on Rebirth: Day -4 (love from the underground)

I was going through my poetry, (just now), to find something……. wow, this entry is boring as hell already.  ok, let me try again. clear that head, rest the heart, sit next to myself, and probe the questions boiling underneath … Continue reading

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on Rebirth: Day -5 (nothing to say)

I have nothing interesting to say right now.  i’m here because my mind is muffled, confused, and I am unable to focus at work. I had been determined even not to blog for today until later in the evening, as … Continue reading

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on Rebirth: day -6

I start by saying that I may have overestimated myself? or underestimated the timeline for rebirth?  Things feel like they’re too slow?  Not sure, but I shall continue to go on as I do; plans are meant to change right?   … Continue reading

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on Rebirth: Day -7 (I fear)

I fear that the fear of failure, will hold me back from trying I fear that the absence of inspiration, will take away my voice I fear that the probabilities accounted, will blind me to the endlessness of possibilities  I fear … Continue reading

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Opinionated Man: Challenge Accepted

I have encountered a number of pieces in response to the challenge by Opinionated Man this morning, and found myself excited, specially to have seen such fantastic pieces by artists who have dared to take it on, dared to step … Continue reading

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Poem: As I may never hold a Child

This below is a thought that, while connected to the post preceding, is something that i will not say haunted, but rather, possessed me for a long time.  did i every mention my obsession with Death?  if i have, than … Continue reading

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on Rebirth: Day -9 (i had a dream)

I had the most bizarre dream last night. (lets first acknowledge that YES i slept, well enough to have a dream, with only a minor awareness of it not being real, but the emotions certainly were) Anyhow, real quick, as … Continue reading

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on Rebirth, day -10b, I am defeat (without a capital D)

this is most bizarre,  as there was a somewhat of an entry written here, which did not include itself in the publication.  What’s ironic, or the opposite of that, was that the a major sentiment of the entry, was how … Continue reading

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