Monthly Archives: May 2014
on Rebirth, day -10, I am defeat (without a capital D)
a Poem titled “Urged”
i’ve spent the last few days with paper and pen. a blessing it is, when the pen knows where to go. the attached below i actually have no remembrance of the moment, or even exact inspiration. haha. i remember … Continue reading
LOVE AS STARS
Originally posted on I Am Whatever I Choose To Become:
? http://fineartamerica.com/products/flower-of-the-sun-mikial-millard-art-print.html A blue tear passes from her eyes into mine We cry ice as our hearts pump red lava of life We skip together from star to star Lost…
on Rebirth- day 33- I am Defeat
very interesting are my revelations this morning. Not necessarily on depression, I don’t know where they belong, in what category I can file them. but interesting and well, substantially paramount. the thoughts elude me, specially in finding form into word, … Continue reading
on Rebirth- day 32 in peace with Defeat
i’m nearly somewhere that matters to be at. there is much going on “upstairs”, and in the “mezzanine”, the “basement” and “kitchen” as well. does that not sound like too much to be happening all at once? should i not … Continue reading
on Rebirth- day 30 in peace with Defeat
i am either in intense focus, or far too distracted. it seems the middle ground of my mind is poriferous, and frankly unreliable. why am i saying this? i have no idea, just that for a moment i knew exactly … Continue reading
non-divulgence (A Poem titled “something like”)
i have about 15 minutes until my next meeting, and decided there isn’t much to do in 15 minutes. except come here for a while.. i wish to share a piece very recently written, like yesterday. and equally i wish … Continue reading
on Rebirth- day 29 in peace with Defeat
so i slept last night. really really slept. it took me two hours after laying in bed, to decide giving meditation a try. in the last few months i hadn’t been able to sit through a single reiki meditation, without … Continue reading
on Rebirth- day 28 in peace with Defeat
there have been recent “advancements” in my life, but so recent, that it is not yet time to let them make anything out of me, or for me. yes i am the generally careful kind, even if i leap in … Continue reading
on Rebirth- Day 25 in peace with Defeat
so the boredom with depression is well passed, and i’ve had a 3 solid days of “better”. i believe i’m seeing clearer, and the cloud on my days ahead is mostly shifted. I think as soon as i realised this concept … Continue reading
