Tag Archives: ego
the math of being loved
it’s a funny thing, the math assumed by people for the combination of their emotions, time, and attention. a many people in their ‘giving’ of love, do so with some form of expectation for mutual reciprocity. This is normal and … Continue reading
Seeds in hand
the blankness of my mind is hardly complementary to the swirl of emotions that is the rest of my body. not only do i feel the coldness within tightening my muscles, but there is this acidic like burning that’s drenched my … Continue reading
For the Love of Pain
my mind is blank this morning. maybe because i’ve slept a bare 4 hours, or maybe because the night before was such a storm. either way, i’m finding it hard to figure out what it is I wish to articulate, … Continue reading
some type of facts.
hi. so, the last two days have definitely seen an improvement, and i’m proud of my capacity to find the light. for even when I am blind, I know that the rest of my senses are at least, smarter than … Continue reading
talking my way to happiness
For the love me, I am every oscillating between emotions high and low, and cannot find that specific release. But it is not the emotions that are the problem, so much as my incapacity to shake them off and let myself … Continue reading
my own kind of therapy
Heading back to see my therapist this morning. I look forward to such visits. While conversation with dear and loving friends always (well mostly) has its own magic on the psyche, it must be said that a professional and what … Continue reading
Insomnia, Depression, Raging Hormones, and all the fun stuff…
It seems that my 6 month period of illness, and all the drugs ingested into body, mind, and soul (chemical, natural, and hormone- some still clashing in my system btw) has created a little monster in me… it seems that all the … Continue reading
about the EGO (in particular Fati’s ego)
I hope you believe me when I say my Ego is cunning, wily, and an ever calculating fox. Here are some adjectives I would give it, with corresponding explanations of when… 1- Manipulative (by default). Even as a teen, I was … Continue reading
coincidence by divine design- how my journey within starts
:So She puts on a little music. She looks out the window. words, if only you found me whenever i came looking for you, this love affair could go by any name. Ah yes… The journey from ‘there’ to here. While … Continue reading
