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Seeds in hand

the blankness of my mind is hardly complementary to the swirl of emotions that is the rest of my body.  not only do i feel the coldness within tightening my muscles, but there is this acidic like burning that’s drenched my … Continue reading

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on Rebirth: Day 15- Death the liberation and love of life

My mind had been a scatter, just a little, in the past week.  not for lack of organisation or purpose, but a simple period of adjustment to the new as rebirth takes full form.  Like moving into a new house, … Continue reading

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on Rebirth- day 32 in peace with Defeat

i’m nearly somewhere that matters to be at.  there is much going on “upstairs”, and in the “mezzanine”, the “basement” and “kitchen” as well.  does that not sound like too much to be happening all at once? should i not … Continue reading

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on Rebirth- day 30 in peace with Defeat

i am either in intense focus, or far too distracted. it seems the middle ground of my mind is poriferous, and frankly unreliable. why am i saying this? i have no idea, just that for a moment i knew exactly … Continue reading

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on Depression- day 13 after Defeat

so two weeks are almost over since my first announcement of: yes i am depressed. recap? sure why not. the first week was a chained storm of emotion, and as the emotions got solidified on to the second week, from dust to … Continue reading

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