Tag Archives: insecurity

about the EGO (in particular Fati’s ego)

I hope you believe me when I say my Ego is cunning, wily, and an ever calculating fox.  Here are some adjectives I would give it, with corresponding explanations of when… 1- Manipulative (by default). Even as a teen, I was … Continue reading

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my ultimate insecurity

Yesterday I was at a meeting with a ‘media’ company. basically ones who do websites, brand, design, etc…  (ok, quick background on me so you know why and how I was there): I am a person of many ‘talents’, and … Continue reading

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on Rebirth: Day 3 (Basics: Family)

What i’ve noted to be enjoying about blogging of late, similar to my journal entries, is that I come in with no real agenda. in fact, when i start my mind is blank, then it animates a mirror to the page as i’m … Continue reading

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on Rebirth: day -6

I start by saying that I may have overestimated myself? or underestimated the timeline for rebirth?  Things feel like they’re too slow?  Not sure, but I shall continue to go on as I do; plans are meant to change right?   … Continue reading

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on Rebirth- day 32 in peace with Defeat

i’m nearly somewhere that matters to be at.  there is much going on “upstairs”, and in the “mezzanine”, the “basement” and “kitchen” as well.  does that not sound like too much to be happening all at once? should i not … Continue reading

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non-divulgence (A Poem titled “something like”)

i have about 15 minutes until my next meeting, and decided there isn’t much to do in 15 minutes. except come here for a while..    i wish to share a piece very recently written, like yesterday. and equally i wish … Continue reading

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A Rant 10 years ago

––––May I erupt in passion irrationale? We are born into mass destruction, children disrupting, parents discouraging, the irrelevant distracting ….mankind cannot possibly be so kind as to even imagine real love but I shall posses anger in my passion I … Continue reading

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