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All of a sudden, i’m in France
so all of a sudden, i am in France, and all of a sudden, i’m on holiday, and also all of a sudden, i am at peace; i am in an odd way home, i am, released from all which holds me … Continue reading
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Tagged being, curiousity, dreams, energy, fatimasque, france, happiness, holiday, inspiration, Journal, journaling, life, love, poetry, questions, self, writing
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the math of being loved
it’s a funny thing, the math assumed by people for the combination of their emotions, time, and attention. a many people in their ‘giving’ of love, do so with some form of expectation for mutual reciprocity. This is normal and … Continue reading
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Tagged curiousity, dreams, ego, energy, fatimasque, friendship, happiness, heart, hope, human, inspiration, Journal, life, love, Poems, poet, poetry, silence, soul, therapy
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On Rebirth: Day 25- from Le Havre, Normandy
writing from a hotel room in Normandie. the weather is gentle and friendly, and the night young and ending in its prime, is bringing to me a space i can exist in, with no pretence. the music is familiar begging … Continue reading
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Tagged adventure, cuisine, europe, fatimasque, fish, foie gras, food, france, french, friends, holiday, home, islanders, Journal, le havre, life, love, normandie, normandy, now, poem, poetry, rebirth, seafood, seaport, senses, silence, spa, stranger, travel, travel journal
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non-divulgence (A Poem titled “something like”)
i have about 15 minutes until my next meeting, and decided there isn’t much to do in 15 minutes. except come here for a while.. i wish to share a piece very recently written, like yesterday. and equally i wish … Continue reading
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Tagged acceptance, chance, depression, desperation, drowning, fatimasque, fear, hope, insecurity, Journal, love, poem, poetry, rebirth, relationships, release, senses, surrender
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on Depression- Day 6 after defeat
Today is a bit better. This is how it happened: besides my full time job, I also do a number of things part time, freelance, etc. One of which is teaching. I have a couple of students who i work with … Continue reading
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Tagged defeat, depression, focus, guilt, happiness, Journal, journaling, love, reflection, responsibility, salvation, teaching
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Change
(Journal) Change seems to be the theme of late. And also i think awakening. An awakening of all the voices inside my head. It is time to recognise all the sides of me which have been until now refused. like … Continue reading
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Tagged change, colours, courage, cry, curiousity, defeat, depression, despair, emotions, failure, falling, feel, heart, hope, human, Journal, journaling, logic, love, poem, poetry, questions, rainbow, reason, strength, sun, sunrise, tears, triumph, weakness, windows
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Throat-Lace
(Poem)
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Tagged clocks, death, depression, eternity, insanity, Journal, journaling, obsession, philosophy, poem, poetry, sanity, time, writing
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Just keep breathing
The lyrics play on in my mind, in my earphones, maybe even in my heart and everything else I am. In times of depression, one cannot tell the difference between i feel, and i think. they get confused, and even the definition of … Continue reading
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Tagged depression, emotional suicide, insomnia, Journal, journaling, poem, poetry, poison, questions, sleep, toxins
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Lady NightStorm- a poem inspired
I was at an exhibition last december, strolling about, with no real agenda; as i like to do- when suddenly she stopped me in my tracks, and i just couldn’t look away. eventually, i found her voice frantic in me, … Continue reading
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Tagged art, darkness, inspiration, inspired, Journal, journaling, lady, light, love, night, nightstorm, poem, poetry, pride, soul, woman
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about Romance (a poem)
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Tagged brain, curiousity, experience, heart, Journal, journaling, life, love, poem, poetry, romance, Rumi, writing
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