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on Depression- day 20 in peace with Defeat

not much to say, days are going as they do.  my morning routine consists of forcing myself out of bed, and then forcing myself with everything subsequent to that. haha.  its ok really, as i had been explaining to my … Continue reading

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on Depression- day 15 after Defeat

so I have been crying, maybe mildly dying so i have been lost, my heart frozen winter frost stumbling is my walk, stunted my talk giving up on the notion of found, my feet finding no ground say something or … Continue reading

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on Depression- day 11 after Defeat

i’ve spent most the time since my last post in a general numb state.  had the relative ups and downs, but the status quo is mostly in numbness.  so what is it, this numbness i am exercising so vehemently? it … Continue reading

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on Depression- Day 9 after Defeat

so i’m here again. and though i missed yesterday, i made some substantial strides (i think), which i will share in summary.  i met up with my therapist (every wednesday at 1). it was better than good. but my (thoughts?), … Continue reading

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on Depression – day 7 after defeat

Today is now and again bitter.  yesterday the teaching didn’t help as much, neither did the social outlets.  well that’s not fair. they did help a little. beautiful it is when we know our friends love us for who we … Continue reading

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on Depression- Day 6 after defeat

Today is a bit better. This is how it happened: besides my full time job, I also do a number of things part time, freelance, etc. One of which is teaching.  I have a couple of students who i work with … Continue reading

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Change

(Journal) Change seems to be the theme of late.  And also i think awakening.  An awakening of all the voices inside my head. It is time to recognise all the sides of me which have been until now refused.  like … Continue reading

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