Tag Archives: life
All of a sudden, i’m in France
so all of a sudden, i am in France, and all of a sudden, i’m on holiday, and also all of a sudden, i am at peace; i am in an odd way home, i am, released from all which holds me … Continue reading
the math of being loved
it’s a funny thing, the math assumed by people for the combination of their emotions, time, and attention. a many people in their ‘giving’ of love, do so with some form of expectation for mutual reciprocity. This is normal and … Continue reading
Quitting the Race
ok i started to write, and then a good 500 words in, i deleted it all. i have a propensity towards beating around the bush, and jumping into the inessential, which is simply on the sideline of my problems, instead … Continue reading
conversations with the Universe
The most astounding conversation went on recently, between myself and the Universe. It started with my realised intent to listen closer, to be more mindful of the signs, of the gestures of love, of how the universe extends itself to me … Continue reading
Silence in Etretat- continued
i love irony and the things that weren’t meant to be, but just fit. for example my last post, i had shared something, which wordpress again decided to discard and keep only the title. but how fitting was it for … Continue reading
On Rebirth: Day 25- from Le Havre, Normandy
writing from a hotel room in Normandie. the weather is gentle and friendly, and the night young and ending in its prime, is bringing to me a space i can exist in, with no pretence. the music is familiar begging … Continue reading
on Rebirth: Day 18- for the friendships i am in love with.
Awareness it seems is not a common trait among ‘the herd’. i know it sounds god awful egotistical, but this statement comes with reason and a specific intent. A little background before i start praising myself. lol. In the past, which … Continue reading
on Rebirth: Day 15- Death the liberation and love of life
My mind had been a scatter, just a little, in the past week. not for lack of organisation or purpose, but a simple period of adjustment to the new as rebirth takes full form. Like moving into a new house, … Continue reading
on Rebirth: Day 5 (the basics: physical movement)
This is a fairly new setting. i’m in Saudi, relaxing in my friend’s apartment, the tv is on (tv as background is an attack on my senses, but i’m trying – no i turned it off). Tomorrow is my first … Continue reading
Poem: As I may never hold a Child
This below is a thought that, while connected to the post preceding, is something that i will not say haunted, but rather, possessed me for a long time. did i every mention my obsession with Death? if i have, than … Continue reading
