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For the Love of Pain
my mind is blank this morning. maybe because i’ve slept a bare 4 hours, or maybe because the night before was such a storm. either way, i’m finding it hard to figure out what it is I wish to articulate, … Continue reading
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Tagged broken heart, crazy, depression, ego, emotions, fatimasque, heart, human, human being, inner battles, insanity, logic, love, mind, pain, Poems, poet, poetry, therapy, writer
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on Depression- day 22 in peace with Defeat
i’m bored of depression already. to be honest in all my life, i have been some kind of lion-heart; and in face of trauma, in my darkest secrets, i have stood fists raised, even if the body behind it was crippled the … Continue reading
on Depression- day 21 in peace with Defeat
wow. 3 weeks. feels like a lifetime. today was bad, (look at me using ‘bad’, i’d kill my students for it). ok i’ll start from the beginning. today looked like an emotional massacre. (that’s a bit better). i couldn’t make … Continue reading
on Depression- day 14 after Defeat
it seems that a deluded part of me has been waiting for some kind of revelation, dealing with this whole ordeal. some light is supposed to go off somewhere, and then – ah! release of all the unnecessary despair i’ve … Continue reading
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Tagged defeat, depression, ego, falling, fatimasque, habits, hope, logic, love, poetry, strength
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on Depression – day 7 after defeat
Today is now and again bitter. yesterday the teaching didn’t help as much, neither did the social outlets. well that’s not fair. they did help a little. beautiful it is when we know our friends love us for who we … Continue reading
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Tagged defeat, depression, emotions, fatimasque, feelings, friendship, imagery, journaling, logic, love, ocean, poetry, reason, shore, tears
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Change
(Journal) Change seems to be the theme of late. And also i think awakening. An awakening of all the voices inside my head. It is time to recognise all the sides of me which have been until now refused. like … Continue reading
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Tagged change, colours, courage, cry, curiousity, defeat, depression, despair, emotions, failure, falling, feel, heart, hope, human, Journal, journaling, logic, love, poem, poetry, questions, rainbow, reason, strength, sun, sunrise, tears, triumph, weakness, windows
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