Tag Archives: logic
For the Love of Pain
my mind is blank this morning. maybe because i’ve slept a bare 4 hours, or maybe because the night before was such a storm. either way, i’m finding it hard to figure out what it is I wish to articulate, … Continue reading
on Depression- day 22 in peace with Defeat
i’m bored of depression already. to be honest in all my life, i have been some kind of lion-heart; and in face of trauma, in my darkest secrets, i have stood fists raised, even if the body behind it was crippled the … Continue reading
on Depression- day 21 in peace with Defeat
wow. 3 weeks. feels like a lifetime. today was bad, (look at me using ‘bad’, i’d kill my students for it). ok i’ll start from the beginning. today looked like an emotional massacre. (that’s a bit better). i couldn’t make … Continue reading
on Depression- day 14 after Defeat
it seems that a deluded part of me has been waiting for some kind of revelation, dealing with this whole ordeal. some light is supposed to go off somewhere, and then – ah! release of all the unnecessary despair i’ve … Continue reading
on Depression – day 7 after defeat
Today is now and again bitter. yesterday the teaching didn’t help as much, neither did the social outlets. well that’s not fair. they did help a little. beautiful it is when we know our friends love us for who we … Continue reading
Change
(Journal) Change seems to be the theme of late. And also i think awakening. An awakening of all the voices inside my head. It is time to recognise all the sides of me which have been until now refused. like … Continue reading
