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All of a sudden, i’m in France
so all of a sudden, i am in France, and all of a sudden, i’m on holiday, and also all of a sudden, i am at peace; i am in an odd way home, i am, released from all which holds me … Continue reading
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Tagged being, curiousity, dreams, energy, fatimasque, france, happiness, holiday, inspiration, Journal, journaling, life, love, poetry, questions, self, writing
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on Rebirth: Day -4 (love from the underground)
I was going through my poetry, (just now), to find something……. wow, this entry is boring as hell already. ok, let me try again. clear that head, rest the heart, sit next to myself, and probe the questions boiling underneath … Continue reading
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Tagged curiousity, defeat, depression, destiny, ego, fate, fatimasque, flavours, friendship, future, hope, ideas, knowledge, light, love, mountain, past, poem, poetry, prophecy, questions, rebirth, relationships, self, smile, underground, voices, wisdom
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on Rebirth: Day -7 (I fear)
I fear that the fear of failure, will hold me back from trying I fear that the absence of inspiration, will take away my voice I fear that the probabilities accounted, will blind me to the endlessness of possibilities I fear … Continue reading
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Tagged body, change, courage, curiousity, depression, dreams, failure, fatimasque, fear, goals, heart, hope, human, humility, imagination, inspiration, lessons, love, mind, pain, Poems, poetry, prayers, questions, rebirth, self-help, silence, soul, strength, therapy, truth, underground, writing
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on Rebirth- day 30 in peace with Defeat
i am either in intense focus, or far too distracted. it seems the middle ground of my mind is poriferous, and frankly unreliable. why am i saying this? i have no idea, just that for a moment i knew exactly … Continue reading
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Tagged defeat, depression, ego, energy, epiphany, fatimasque, friendships, human nature, intelligence, intimacy, love, obsession, poetry, positivity, questions, relationships, romance, self-doubt, therapy, torture
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on Rebirth- day 28 in peace with Defeat
there have been recent “advancements” in my life, but so recent, that it is not yet time to let them make anything out of me, or for me. yes i am the generally careful kind, even if i leap in … Continue reading
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Tagged body, clarity, curiousity, defeat, depression, heart, hope, love, mind, poetry, questions, rebirth, soul, underground, wonder
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Change
(Journal) Change seems to be the theme of late. And also i think awakening. An awakening of all the voices inside my head. It is time to recognise all the sides of me which have been until now refused. like … Continue reading
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Tagged change, colours, courage, cry, curiousity, defeat, depression, despair, emotions, failure, falling, feel, heart, hope, human, Journal, journaling, logic, love, poem, poetry, questions, rainbow, reason, strength, sun, sunrise, tears, triumph, weakness, windows
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Just keep breathing
The lyrics play on in my mind, in my earphones, maybe even in my heart and everything else I am. In times of depression, one cannot tell the difference between i feel, and i think. they get confused, and even the definition of … Continue reading
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Tagged depression, emotional suicide, insomnia, Journal, journaling, poem, poetry, poison, questions, sleep, toxins
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click here- for inspiration
i wish inspiration was as easy as “Click”. or in my coffee and tea selection, there was a category for “be inspired”; for thoughts slowed down enough for me to decipher what they’re thinking. like chocolates are aphrodisiacs, is there no … Continue reading
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Tagged aphrodisiac, art, balance, click, curiousity, inspiration, Journal, journaling, magic, poem, poetry, ponders, questions, responsibility, thoughts, wondering, work, writing
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a new space in my palette
(poem) I deleted your colours from my palette finally this morning. the tea agrees with me, and the songs … Continue reading
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Tagged choice, cosmos, curiousity, existence, fatimasque, inspiration, music, palette, poem, poetry, questions, time, universe
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