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the math of being loved

it’s a funny thing, the math assumed by people for the combination of their emotions, time, and attention. a many people in their ‘giving’ of love, do so with some form of expectation for mutual reciprocity.  This is normal and … Continue reading

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Silence in Etretat- continued

i love irony and the things that weren’t meant to be, but just fit.  for example my last post, i had shared something, which wordpress again decided to discard and keep only the title. but how fitting was it for … Continue reading

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Silence in Etretat: to feel alive

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On Rebirth: Day 25- from Le Havre, Normandy

writing from a hotel room in Normandie.  the weather is gentle and friendly, and the night young and ending in its prime, is bringing to me a space i can exist in, with no pretence.  the music is familiar begging … Continue reading

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on Rebirth: Day 19- some randomness ?

i’ve noticed a few things i don’t like about the blogging lately. 1- my posts feel much too long. 2- i’m a little removed emotionally, in comparison to how i had been during the depression.  it’s not necessarily that i … Continue reading

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on Rebirth: Day -7 (I fear)

I fear that the fear of failure, will hold me back from trying I fear that the absence of inspiration, will take away my voice I fear that the probabilities accounted, will blind me to the endlessness of possibilities  I fear … Continue reading

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on Rebirth- day 32 in peace with Defeat

i’m nearly somewhere that matters to be at.  there is much going on “upstairs”, and in the “mezzanine”, the “basement” and “kitchen” as well.  does that not sound like too much to be happening all at once? should i not … Continue reading

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