Tag Archives: soul
the math of being loved
it’s a funny thing, the math assumed by people for the combination of their emotions, time, and attention. a many people in their ‘giving’ of love, do so with some form of expectation for mutual reciprocity. This is normal and … Continue reading
Insomnia, Depression, Raging Hormones, and all the fun stuff…
It seems that my 6 month period of illness, and all the drugs ingested into body, mind, and soul (chemical, natural, and hormone- some still clashing in my system btw) has created a little monster in me… it seems that all the … Continue reading
on Rebirth: Day 18- for the friendships i am in love with.
Awareness it seems is not a common trait among ‘the herd’. i know it sounds god awful egotistical, but this statement comes with reason and a specific intent. A little background before i start praising myself. lol. In the past, which … Continue reading
on Rebirth: Day 5 (the basics: physical movement)
This is a fairly new setting. i’m in Saudi, relaxing in my friend’s apartment, the tv is on (tv as background is an attack on my senses, but i’m trying – no i turned it off). Tomorrow is my first … Continue reading
on Rebirth: Day 2 (the basics: senses)
The basics are without a doubt a non-futile discussion. for example, the senses… I acknowledge for today my senses as the only thing which define me, by defining to me the world around me (even within). Where i stand is … Continue reading
on Rebirth: Day -1 (the Steppenwolf and I)
10 years ago (ish), I picked up the novel “the Steppenwolf” by Herman Hesse. At that time, the book changed my life. it annihilated and revived within me something of the common and then something of the artist(s) in me. I … Continue reading
on Rebirth: Day -3 (the change vibrations)
Take Note: the point of rebirth is not that i will redefine all my definitions, shift all my perceptions, or even eradicate any of the above back to zero or none at all. yeah, some things definitely need to be rewound … Continue reading
