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I am in love, as I am human being

I think the way Love is defined and conducted is limiting, and defies the very nature of it.  Today, we are expected to fall in love with one person, to dedicate our ‘unconditional’, dire, intense, burning, flames of emotions.. to … Continue reading

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on Rebirth: Day 9

The kick boxing trainer said something that intrigued me this morning. along the lines of “Technique is more important than Power”.  This he meant naturally for my moves, stance, etc. But i wondered, if we can apply this motto across … Continue reading

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on Rebirth: Day 3 (Basics: Family)

What i’ve noted to be enjoying about blogging of late, similar to my journal entries, is that I come in with no real agenda. in fact, when i start my mind is blank, then it animates a mirror to the page as i’m … Continue reading

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on Rebirth: Day -7 (I fear)

I fear that the fear of failure, will hold me back from trying I fear that the absence of inspiration, will take away my voice I fear that the probabilities accounted, will blind me to the endlessness of possibilities  I fear … Continue reading

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on Rebirth: Day -9 (i had a dream)

I had the most bizarre dream last night. (lets first acknowledge that YES i slept, well enough to have a dream, with only a minor awareness of it not being real, but the emotions certainly were) Anyhow, real quick, as … Continue reading

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on Rebirth, day -10, I am defeat (without a capital D)

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on Rebirth- day 29 in peace with Defeat

so i slept last night.  really really slept.  it took me two hours after laying in bed, to decide giving meditation a try.  in the last few months i hadn’t been able to sit through a single reiki meditation, without … Continue reading

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on Depression- day 22 in peace with Defeat

i’m bored of depression already.  to be honest in all my life, i have been some kind of lion-heart; and in face of trauma, in my darkest secrets, i have stood fists raised, even if the body behind it was crippled the … Continue reading

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on Depression- day 21 in peace with Defeat

wow. 3 weeks. feels like a lifetime.  today was bad, (look at me using ‘bad’, i’d kill my students for it). ok i’ll start from the beginning.  today looked like an emotional massacre. (that’s a bit better).  i couldn’t make … Continue reading

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on Depression- day 20 in peace with Defeat

not much to say, days are going as they do.  my morning routine consists of forcing myself out of bed, and then forcing myself with everything subsequent to that. haha.  its ok really, as i had been explaining to my … Continue reading

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