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on Depression- day 21b in peace with defeat

technically it is the next day, but i haven’t slept yet. when insomnia comes around, it does so in the same manner as inspiration; as it pleases.  not that i’m necessarily inspired. but i am here.  i’ve been thinking, which … Continue reading

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on Depression- day 11 after Defeat

i’ve spent most the time since my last post in a general numb state.  had the relative ups and downs, but the status quo is mostly in numbness.  so what is it, this numbness i am exercising so vehemently? it … Continue reading

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on Depression- Day 9 after Defeat

so i’m here again. and though i missed yesterday, i made some substantial strides (i think), which i will share in summary.  i met up with my therapist (every wednesday at 1). it was better than good. but my (thoughts?), … Continue reading

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on Depression – day 7 after defeat

Today is now and again bitter.  yesterday the teaching didn’t help as much, neither did the social outlets.  well that’s not fair. they did help a little. beautiful it is when we know our friends love us for who we … Continue reading

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Change

(Journal) Change seems to be the theme of late.  And also i think awakening.  An awakening of all the voices inside my head. It is time to recognise all the sides of me which have been until now refused.  like … Continue reading

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Maybe and maybe

(A POENTRY) so often we are lost in who we’re told to be.  guilt and obligation our designated titles;                 and the artist within denied.   i find that here my tears. are … Continue reading

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