Category Archives: Just Rants
All of a sudden, i’m in France
so all of a sudden, i am in France, and all of a sudden, i’m on holiday, and also all of a sudden, i am at peace; i am in an odd way home, i am, released from all which holds me … Continue reading
the math of being loved
it’s a funny thing, the math assumed by people for the combination of their emotions, time, and attention. a many people in their ‘giving’ of love, do so with some form of expectation for mutual reciprocity. This is normal and … Continue reading
Quitting the Race
ok i started to write, and then a good 500 words in, i deleted it all. i have a propensity towards beating around the bush, and jumping into the inessential, which is simply on the sideline of my problems, instead … Continue reading
Seeds in hand
the blankness of my mind is hardly complementary to the swirl of emotions that is the rest of my body. not only do i feel the coldness within tightening my muscles, but there is this acidic like burning that’s drenched my … Continue reading
For the Love of Pain
my mind is blank this morning. maybe because i’ve slept a bare 4 hours, or maybe because the night before was such a storm. either way, i’m finding it hard to figure out what it is I wish to articulate, … Continue reading
Like life… but real?!
I was sat with some friends a few weeks back, and as social sittings go, we are laughing and chatting on different matters… and then the following was told.. a young gentleman was talking about how he had set up … Continue reading
The Energy of Change
I have been of a narrow mind lately, focusing on the woes of saying goodbye to Pesus and J, when in fact it is not goodbye, but merely a “see you on the other side, call me when you’ve settled” … Continue reading
revisiting impending goodbyes…
in one month’s time i will be bidding farewell to two of my dearest friends. in fact i would even call them equally my soul mates, for the only two people who have the magic to draw out the poet … Continue reading
fatimasque 